real

I'm having a hard time coming to the realization that everything happens for a reason. I like to think of things this way: if you let me know the reason then I'll realize and understand. Does it help in your best interest? Does it better the both of us? I just need closure, justification, and explanation; is it too much to ask for? I'm just used to being so willing to letting people know what's up that I often expect the same respect. But not everyone is decent or have decent motives, and I need to keep that in mind. I just want clarity! I have a hard time with letting go, sorry.