blur

This past year has been a totally blur. I'm at a total standstill, it's irritating. It's impossible for everything to stay just as it was. I'll never figure out where I got all of the drive and motivation to persevere. I'm not entirely sure why I get so caught up in learning new things, it always seems like a good move at the time. Then I started to notice the sacrifices actually made to reach my goal. There is always a positive side and a negative side to every situation. Basically this is all very highschool. Everything only gets tougher, I just need to cope and carry on. Let's see what this semester will bring, I'm hoping for a little inspiration.